I lived in an unstable life when I risked building a house with small money

I have borrowed 30 million black credits, being urged so much that I couldn't focus on my work.

I am 28 years old, I can earn a living but I don't have much left Recently my wife and children did not have a place to live, so I ventured to build a house even though there were less than one hundred million in my hand, a small house and enough family to live. Debt comes into my life from here, being bothered every day. Sometimes it's in wish that someone lends me the money and then I can do it later.

I know it's still a wish, I don't know what to do? My family's home is difficult, no one lends it, sometimes I want to sleep but I still think about my wife and children. When I woke up in the morning, I was destroyed by the creditor, my salary was not enough to pay interest daily. Looking forward to your sharing.